Dear Whoever Will Be Standing Next to Me on Our Special Day,

Hi, First of all, I’m glad you’re next to me. It means I finally did something right, or we did something right, or this is finally right.

For all those years I have been looking for love, I’m glad it’s you. Whoever you will be. Who took me in, regardless of my arrogant persona and my voice dripping in sarcasm. You found also the person who loves you dearly, who would fight for you, and would take care of you in any way possible.

We’re standing here professing our love so it means you know I’m funny. I can mimic Rex Navarette like he’s my brother. You know I think quickly in times of need. A little paranoid, and I cry alot. It means you laughed at my jokes, funny or not. You can count on me when you need help, you comfort me when I’m scared and lonely and wiped away my tears.

You know about my financial state, which is all not good (for now). But you know I’m working on it. You know I can do it, and you encourage me to do so.

Even if we fight, even if there are disagreements.  I know I can come home to you. You are kind and strict, strong and loving, and I couldn’t think of anyone else better to guide me and to help me when I’m being pasaway.

I can’t believe that here we are. And I thought I’d never get here. Not so in a fancy church with a star studded reception. I don’t care where this is. I just can’t believe that after all the pain and tears and the longing and the looking I get to have the chance to be with someone who loves me as much as I love him. :D

Whoever you are, I really love you. For sticking with me through every single day, and for wating to stick around, for the rest of our lives. That alone, I could never stop loving you.

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Thank you, so much.

Love,

Me

( … Honestly? I wish, I really, REALLY wish, this was you… I love you N)

 

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