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- 23:21 one of my the more memorable songs besides wet wet wet…. i would listen to this when i take a shower… ♫ blip.fm/~8g4z3 #
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out of body experience at 2:01 am
almost everyone whom i still have close contact with since i left already knows what is causing this out of body experience.
the masters would be giggling the moment they see this post and rethink of the conversation we had yesterday afternoon over nonfat hazelnut caramel macciatoes.
i keep thinking about it, over and over. the meeting, the execution, my perma-grin, it was what i wanted. what i dreamed for, and what i hope for in exchange of a lot of brokeness.
is this it? is it really impossible to have two good things at a time? didn’t past add up enough for me to have more than one incredibly beautiful thing?
i’m being selfish
the world is never unfair. we just want to look at it that way. it’s easier to accept the things that we cannot get by blaming it on others, when there are more people in need of happiness and contentment.
we all need to learn what’s it’s like to be contented. what made you happy today? what made you want to push yourself more in life? nothing is constant, everything changes, everything needs to dance while the earth spins. there’s no other choice but to move forward, no sense in looking at the past, no sense in dwelling on things that are over. and will never return again. staying in the past means there is no growth, we all need to grow, we cannot stand still.
the past are merely remnants. it won’t change. it’s there. still-frame photographs in your memory that you needlessly flip over.
why not create new memories.
i’ve been a dweller, i loved to stay inside the deep, familiar cocoon of my past, an empty shell of nothingness, until i became nothing.
never will i again be drowned in such sick twisted manipulations. the mourning is over. i have yet more songs to sing, and more steps to dance.
i maybe alone as of the moment, but there are people whom showed me what i’m worth, showed me how i’m worth to them, and for someone who lacked friends in the past, now have a few, very treasured jewels that she cherishes.
thank you for teaching me to be patient. to be kind and to not wage unecessary wars.
thank you for teaching me how to play mindgames and how to handle the most difficult people.
thank you for letting me learn the hard way that things doesn’t always go the way they plan.
thank you for helping me understand why there is a need for people to leave.
thank you for much care and more than enough to pass on to others
thank you for being patient, and to shower much understanding and love.
thank you for all the times that I was down and you made me laugh
thank you for the music, the songs i am singing (sounds familiar)
thank you for holding me, when i was in so much pain
thank you for letting me go on with my vice, even though we all know, that it hurts you.
thank you for not letting go, when i wanted too
thank you for not leaving me,when i needed someone the most
thank you for defending me, when i was being abused, and
thank you for loving me, for who i am, for what i am now, for what i was then, and for what i could’ve been.
all the thanks, for everyone, who touched my life, who loved me, who lost me, whom i lost, whom i loved, whom i cherished whom i loathed. people of the world, whoever you are. whatever you did to me, or whatever you never did, it made me who i am now. i may not be a pretty as the girls i knew who got fawned over all the time, i may not be as smart as all my dean-lister friends and colleagues, but i am me. i would like to think i was too complex that nobody could even understand, even myself. i feel like a shark without it’s fin, limping by waiting for it’s turn to die.
….it’s 2am and i’m high and i just got back to the house. yes. i am stoned and high and wasted and this is nonsense.
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- 18:50 naispan kong magpalipad ng isang lobo… dahil lamang sa mga dahilang di na dapat malaman :) #
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- 10:10 relaxing and disturbing. makes you want to sit next to the sea on a starry night with wine, cheese, and ham. ♫ blip.fm/~86pxz #
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- 14:31 when you try to hold on, and someone wants to let go, what else is left? the hardest part… ♫ blip.fm/~858fs #
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- 15:18 I heard this on my boss’s car on the way to the EVP meeting, calmed me down a bit. did a little mental boogie m… ♫ blip.fm/~833nx #
- 15:54 I heard this on my boss’s car on the way to the EVP meeting, calmed me down a bit. did a little mental boogie m… ♫ blip.fm/~834nv #
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- 10:21 i am now following mr. no-animosity on twitter hehee. #
- 15:36 My favorite track when I’m cooking. Part of the amour series :) ♫ blip.fm/~80wbz #
- 15:50 i think of the lyrics and when it gets me, i never forget the song, even if the music is mediocre. the words we… ♫ blip.fm/~80wqf #
- 15:55 Well, well, if it isn’t one of my best break-up songs. Enjoy it’s haunting melody and it’s wonderful irony :) ♫ blip.fm/~80wwc #
- 15:59 thanks mr. no-animosity, for introducing me blip.fm *gives tons of e-cookies* #
- 16:08 I hear the lyrics and it grips me like no other. How can I explain it even more? When everything is laid out al… ♫ blip.fm/~80×99 #
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- 10:13 my money is on Lakers. Go Gassol! <3 #
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once upon time, i was falling in love…
and now i’m only falling down laughing like a jackass….
enjoy this video of some genius who didn’t have a lot of do, but thank the Gods he didn’t so he was able to conjure such sheer hilarity like this.
thanks to the dyingsonnet for posting. here’s mine youtube embed. haha.
//** edit :
here’s another literal video translation from the same guy
and another one from the meatloaf song
