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- 09:48 likes tim cad’s tweets. haha #
- 15:38 argh! 2 hours to the weekend and i’m still not done yet! #
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admist the crowds i sat and blogged
i am here in one of the most charming places in the world imho, while i wait for the dinner crowd to thin out, i am here leisurely sipping oj watchingthe scurry of feet.
i am still amazed and enthralled after two months of being here. i still cannot believe how lucky i am. to be immersed in a whole new culture.
i will never take for granted the independence and freedom i gained, and i hope that losing one of the most important person in my life was already a big price to pay.
now i let myself be while everybody rushes past.
twittering…because i’m lazy to do a real update
- 10:27 i wish they’d give me a lighter lappy to lug home :| #
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uncluttering the web. one account at a time.
i decided after mass confusion, idle times, and not really grasping all the social networking trends, i decided to delete some of my accounts.
*gasp* but how can i survive w/out checking FB everytime someone asks me for help at Mafia wars?. i really can survive. as a matter of fact. they’re becoming high maintenance for me. going over and over of how its so neat and great and they get all let’s-make-petition-for-every-dratted-TOS-FB makes.
And please don’t get me started on the awful backgrounds and lousy music in Friendster. Puh-leeze. If I see one more misaligned background, i’m gonna scream. *scream*scream*scream*.
anyway, i’m seeing myself all around in the web. so i deleted/deactivated a lot of them. this is maybe i cannot maintain 20 pages about myself, and which is probably why i can’t update on a regular basis because im always confused on which to update.
for people who follows me on a personal/online/what-have-you level, you can still see me on the following sites :
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twitter; and
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this site, obviously.
those even closer already knows my contact details, ring/mail me for anything interesting. i’m too tired sifting thru quiz and meme results and looking at barely readable font colours on their psychadelic background.
*bow*.
oo nga naman, hindi naman talaga dapat kitang inaalala.
pero nasanay narin ako. bakit naman hindi? hindi ba ganun naman talaga ginagawa ng mga matalik na kaibigan we watch each other’s backs. bakit ngayon habang ikaw ay nahihirapan ayaw mo naman akong papasukin. hindi ba ako sapat para makasama kung ika’y wala sa tamang kalagayan?
siyempre naman kahit sabihin natin i’m totally not in the right sense to give comfort to anyone hindi naman ibig sabihin na i don’t shape up when things go bad on the other side of the fence may
ah fuck tagalog.
it’s true, it’s a given fact that i don’t have to be worried about you at all. heck, you were the anchor that keeps me grounded. you don’t need help. i get it. but i am merely human. i flinch about people clubbing baby seals. i have some innate compassion for some but not all living breathing beings.
you are included in this little subset, a higher priority than the baby seals. this is the beautiful and yet illogical human sense of caring. i wish i don’t have to feel it, but there it is, a little ray of hope inside my evil self which i can surely proclaim i am some sort of nice person. despite knowing i’m not.
but what the hey. you made it very clear. which kind of makes me think why this is such a one-way deal. i let you in, you know the innermost workings of my mind. and when i needed that shoulder to cry on you were there.
and i hate it that i’m here, i’m opening all my doors to you. my heart. and all the friendship in the world that would last a lifetime, or two.
too bad you don’t want it.
Blogging from blogdesk. because I cannot afford any more screw-ups.
So, I have managed to find another one of those post offline things. Something called Blogdesk. It is a minimal-looking app that allows you to post entries on a little wsiwyg notepad looking env, and manage all your blogs on one view.
But I am not really here to pimp about it. I am merely testing it’s usefulness to me. The setup was a bit meh. But I like how it looks. Visual representation means a lot to me. It’s seems like a very easy GUI. I think any simpleton who writes on a blog can actually setup this one.
Some idiot recommended Windows Live Writer. And I cancelled the download immediately when I see it’s 6MB out of 133. Oh puhleeze.
What else do I have to say. I don’t really know. I will be watching Angels and Demons this saturday on the seat that I do not like. I am totally pulling a Sheldon here. (In reference to the big bang theory.) Ah wells. Nothing I can do about it.
As I suddenly remembered what I wanted to say. All I can remember is I was at the bus stop. I was enjoying the cool breeze and the night sky. It was already 10ish. I was having too much time talking and listening. 5 or 6 buses came and went. But we kept on talking until I knew I had to pull away or I won’t go back until the wee hours again. for once I wasn’t worried or feeling any dread or any horrible consequence, it was a completely light-hearted and friendly conversation that ended and there could be others.
Hopefully there would be more interesting days like this :) I would like to think I deserve it, from all the heartache and pain.
it’s raining, again. [zomgs update from me? orly?]
So, people of the world, I have updated again that is not nonsensical tweets or protected posts. Hooray.
Due to the H1n1 outbreak, it has thwarted my plans to go attend a close, almost-sister, same-birthday friend’s wedding. Darn the health gods. You made me spend some thousand plus pesos for nothing.
Anyway, I was able to watch Star Trek. Good movie. Srsly. I don’t even want to bother going all Klingon or babble about being a fangurl since I only know Star Trek by characters. Shatner does not ring a bell to me. Nor all the g33ky, tr3kky fan moments that m9dhatter was so into. The “Space…The Final Fronteir” commentary in the end was awesome.
I am beginning to enjoy once a week movie nights. Saturday is starting to become movie night right now. Yey. Same time. Same place. Same people. I love it. I wish for more stabilizers from all things I am carrying right now.
What else? I had some weird stomach flu yesterday. Alongside bouts of insanity, stupidity, and a whole lot of chest pains.
I still use my black little case. It is filled w/ smoke and forgotten heartache. A pleasant little escape of the cruelties of life. Even if it comes with a price I am willing to pay for a short life.
What else? I am still a mess. A mix-match of love and hate. I am enjoying life as we speak, but I know somehow, I still pretend to be blind from the things I don’t want to see. The little reminders tore each stitch I put day by day, as I wake up to be stronger or weaker.
I am falling apart, but standing up. I learned not all things turn out how we want it. We can only follow the wave, and know what we really want. Because we all read from Coelho’s words ”If you really, really, want something, the whole world would conspire you to get it.”
So it just means, I have not found what I really wanted in that aspect, yes? no? maybe.
I bid you farewell on this post. Till the next one.
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