5 days and i still can’t believe it

I went on leave monday for photoworld, had a nice lunch and conversation with Jr before swinging back to the office, my bag heavy with film and cameras, bouncing, skipping, and basically happy.

As always, I was on a prowl of the happenings in the office. Let’s just say my blood went from warm to ice in a span of 5 minutes when I have placed two and two together.

I asked for confirmation and when I was proved correct (these are the times that I wish I wasn’t…), I stumbled to the area of tranquility. With my menthols and flames I sat there and cried.

They come at random. Tears. They’re a funny thing. They slip when you least want them too and they seem to hold when you just want them to break free.

I cannot bear to think of the upcoming days. It was like another countdown, where I keep dreading each day that goes pass, knowing that I would be slapped painfully by the forces of reality.

It’s not just anything or anyone…

…People always leave.